Hi, I'm James
I’m an artist, guide and community leader for mindful creators.
I didn’t always know what I was doing, I still don’t to be honest — but I always felt something more was possible.
In my early 20s, psychedelic experiences cracked me open. I glimpsed unity, sacred geometry, and the quiet possibility of inner peace. I started creating art that felt alive — as if it came from somewhere beyond me.
But I didn’t know how to hold it.
The insights faded. Life crept back in.
That was the beginning — not of success, but of the search.
I returned to “normal life.”
Moved back in with my parents. Got a job at a supermarket.
Stopped making art. Stopped believing in anything.
This was a dark time — not dramatic, just numbing. I was surviving, but barely. I couldn’t shake the feeling that I had missed my shot at a meaningful life.
But a part of me refused to go numb completely.